done

there came a time

when I felt
misplaced

all I'd ever done
or planned to do
were aligned
in a clear
insightful

moment

not one of those
be here now
zen
sort of things

more like:
"this is it"

this is
relentless
uncertainty                                                   
                                                                 

my hopes,

dreams,

fears,

anxieties,
concerns,
and worries

were

completely

valid
irrevocably

pending
and
ultimately
terminal

all in all
the experience
wasn't very pleasant

and honestly

a bit disturbing

so I cried

-dp-
1-4-15